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if life is supposed to be good, and fair, and all that other happy whore shit, why is this stuff happening?
adams grandma died. im sad for him.
jay...wow, the jay issues. just when i think im over the jay stuff, more jay stuff happens and then its like poop. i feel so bad for all the things i said, the way i felt, how angry i was at him. i should have known something was wrong. but instead, i wanted to be mad. im sorry. i wish i could make things right now, and apoligize like i mean it, but im afraid he'll think its just cuz hes sick. and its not, its cuz i was an ass.
i feel like crap.
but at least im crap in love...
adams grandma died. im sad for him.
jay...wow, the jay issues. just when i think im over the jay stuff, more jay stuff happens and then its like poop. i feel so bad for all the things i said, the way i felt, how angry i was at him. i should have known something was wrong. but instead, i wanted to be mad. im sorry. i wish i could make things right now, and apoligize like i mean it, but im afraid he'll think its just cuz hes sick. and its not, its cuz i was an ass.
i feel like crap.
but at least im crap in love...