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today has been very....blah. void of any excitement whatsoever. a few ppl even told me i look so "tired". well i am. i'm tired of the same old crap that always goes on in my life. i need excitement, something to look forward to. i wanna go to the play tomorrow nite but no one can go. i want to go out and do stuff but i seem to always do that with the same ppl (not that i dont love them). i wanna see megan more. i wanna hang with collin sometime though i never can get up the nerve to talk to him anymore. there's so much i wanna do and not enough time so...its almost like i dont care about it anymore. FOOD gives me pleasure and if i dont kick that habit soon im gonna gain 10 lbs here and i'll really look like a blimp. i want some more exciting things to happen :(