SNL (Saturday Night Loneliness)
Nothing's better than sitting at your house, by yourself, with nothing to do, no one to hang out with, watching fucking Disney Channel and having a beer. What's wrong with that sentence? Being by myself on a Saturday night or drinking a beer while watching Disney Channel? All of the above. Kirk didn't want me to come over tonight for a bunch of random stupid reasons. Ashlee just left Ryan's to go home and go to sleep. Ashley's at her brother's house still spending the night. Ew this beer is gross. Leinenkugels original. Blah. I wish I had some MGD. On the plus side I got laid today and... there was something else. Oh yes, I got a paycheck from DQ that was $50. As I figured she paid me twice for one day b/c I had asked for it so far in advance. On another down side I blew $3 at the casino and like $20 of Ben's money. You'll have that though. Yah.... Ben and I slept together again. He's such a bad person... I figure I'm not getting it from Kirk anymore so... get it while I can. Yah, apparently Kirk's engaged, or something like that, his parents and her parents decided to have some kind of arranged marriage and he hasn't seen this girl in 17 years. Ridiculous. And I haven't been over there since Wednesday and I really wanted to go over there tonight, but it's obviously not happening. I called him again at like 1:45am and I'm like "Hey, I'm sorry to be annoying." "Yah, at this time of night." "Yah..." "What's wrong you're crying." "Not yet." "What's wrong?" "I'm depressed, lonely and bored." And yah... so we talked for a little bit and stuff. I'm kinda preoccupied right now I guess though so I'll update more later.