Caution: Emotion Overflow (Ignore this Post)
Do you ever get in one of those moods in which you want to tell everyone to fuck off? Not anyone in particular, even though you have that list also, but just anyone, because of the shit you have to listen to and put up with on a day to day basis...
I can't wait to leave. This trip lets me have some breathe time and leaves all the bullshit and fuckheads in Florida.
Last night I was looking through all my papers, boxes of pictures... for what? Well, I started because I needed to find a damn cd that went with one of my textbooks so the fuckheads will buy it back for the third of what I bought it for. Anyway, back on subject, so I'm looking through keepsakes, pictures of people getting married, obituaries of friends and love ones, tons of concert stubs and pics with the band... and for what? It is true, this season... the short days... the cold wind at your back..it's truly depressing. (Back on subject) So for some reason I was listening to 100.7, while reading my newspaper articles pertaining my father's death, this song, "I Can Only Imagine" started playing... I'm not religious. I don't know what I believe. But this song, the first in a while, made me cry. I don't know if it was the lyrics, or reading about my father's death, probably the combination of both..(and having maybe four hours of sleep in the past two days.) I miss him more than anything, I have to say more than life itself.
(Emotion Overload)
So, I just wanted to say "Fuck everyone" *Especially the professors who said that final grades would be posted by Monday at the latest, and still aren't up*
(Note) ^Oh yeah, If you can't tell, or haven't noticed^ I'm extremely PSMing... so I probably don't mean that to everyone... or to anyone.. but I kinda feel better.
*I didn't mean that about the professors... well maybe to one professor, but the other three are okay*
I can't wait to leave. This trip lets me have some breathe time and leaves all the bullshit and fuckheads in Florida.
Last night I was looking through all my papers, boxes of pictures... for what? Well, I started because I needed to find a damn cd that went with one of my textbooks so the fuckheads will buy it back for the third of what I bought it for. Anyway, back on subject, so I'm looking through keepsakes, pictures of people getting married, obituaries of friends and love ones, tons of concert stubs and pics with the band... and for what? It is true, this season... the short days... the cold wind at your back..it's truly depressing. (Back on subject) So for some reason I was listening to 100.7, while reading my newspaper articles pertaining my father's death, this song, "I Can Only Imagine" started playing... I'm not religious. I don't know what I believe. But this song, the first in a while, made me cry. I don't know if it was the lyrics, or reading about my father's death, probably the combination of both..(and having maybe four hours of sleep in the past two days.) I miss him more than anything, I have to say more than life itself.
(Emotion Overload)
So, I just wanted to say "Fuck everyone" *Especially the professors who said that final grades would be posted by Monday at the latest, and still aren't up*
(Note) ^Oh yeah, If you can't tell, or haven't noticed^ I'm extremely PSMing... so I probably don't mean that to everyone... or to anyone.. but I kinda feel better.
*I didn't mean that about the professors... well maybe to one professor, but the other three are okay*