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I worked 13 hours yesterday, can I have a medal or something? I actually got work done as well as some quality tv-watching time. And I got to get totally with Tina, Michaela and Olive. Rachid said I should just graduate this year and work for Security. I don't wanna leave goSAFE. It's nice to be in control and work with my friends and do my homework and get totally and just be a lame student. Part of me wants to move on from my student life since all my friends have but the other part wants to stay in school as long as I can. I'm pretty torn; Toronto or Montreal? I have the potential to get my masters/phd for free but I'll be stuck here for a few more years. I want to go to McGill but I don't think I'll a) get in b) get a job and c) ever have the friends I have here again.
Some days I just want to go back and give up my adult life/independence. Others I'm so glad I don't need to rely on my parents and finally have a decent relationship with them. I'm 21, I don't want to live at home but I want someone to take care of me. Brent is lonely but he doesn't realize that you're always going to feel alone, having a relationship doesn't really change that.
Ugh, I'm so tired. I'm done school Dec. 5th and I'm going to work my ass off to make lots of money for christmas.
Some days I just want to go back and give up my adult life/independence. Others I'm so glad I don't need to rely on my parents and finally have a decent relationship with them. I'm 21, I don't want to live at home but I want someone to take care of me. Brent is lonely but he doesn't realize that you're always going to feel alone, having a relationship doesn't really change that.
Ugh, I'm so tired. I'm done school Dec. 5th and I'm going to work my ass off to make lots of money for christmas.