Jan 14, 2005 16:38
I am really really stressed. I am still at home. And i am freaking out. everything today has gone wrong. My aunts comp. messed up and she blamed me and i tried to fix it and she got mad at me because she says it's my fault. Then i sort of feel like a hopeless loser today. So thats not good. And for some reason i have like a cloud over me and i am very depressed! Today so far is not a good day. So far it basicly sucked. I think i am going crazy. I get to go to church sunday i am excited. I really hope some thing awesome is going to come up soon. I think i am able to go places now. cause i have been to alot. And i am starting to feel alot better. Lonely, but better! The sun looks really pretty on the snow right now. It kinda makes me happy. Thank you Danna, and emilie for calling me it really made me happy. And i'm sorry if i didn't get back with you realy. I hope i can go with my cousins to new mexico. I want to leave here. I want to go far away. I want to do some thing, fun!!! Anyway there's my update
peace-out
patty