this is unbelieveable
out of all my boyfriends this has been the one and only who can seriously make me happy no matter what, even when im crying. he is the only one who can make me smile with not even trying, the only one who i have actually believed so much. i have more faith and hope in him than i ever have ever in anyone else in my whole life. he is my world. i knew he was different to begin with, but this is just too different. but that is a good thing. carl is my world, he is my heart and soul, i would be lost without him. i have never felt this way before in my whole life. if this is love then the other 2 times i thought was love was really just pure bullshit. no one in this world was ever able to make me this happy in my whole life.. that is until carl <33