The chain letter lied to me!
Last night I got a chain letter saying that if I send it to 10 people tomarrow will be a great day. It was love day or something I don't remeber. But I send it to 11 people and today sucked! Like it sucked for everyone. Last night I get a call from chelsey. she is crying in hysteria wanting to sleep over. Chelsey doesn't sleep over but in the morning when I saw her at the bus stop she was crying. she told me her mom said i was coming over that night and I would of but I wasn't planning to. So I never showed up and so her mom lied to her and made her even more upset! Alissa was down this morning. I wanted to cut myself cuz I was stressing out. Ian gave me a hug and made me feel a little better. After B period Eric was pissed cuz i guess his whole Latin class was against him and was trying to get him detention because he got the homework right. It was stupid. Val gave me my pant but they were damp. I was snapping a rubber band on my wrist cuz I figured its better then cutting. and now I have a huge bruise on my arm. I had to go to 3rd lunch and I just hung around with Alissa and Shannon. The Navy stole Chris from Shannon. He actually signed up for it himself. Alana is upset with Christian. and peolpe were saying they wanted to die. The very oppisite of a great day. Eric felt bad at the end of the day because he took Dustins trumpet on the bus thinking he was doing him a favor when Dustin was staying after for a trumpet sectional it was kinda funny. Val broke Dustins necklace, he is gonna be mad about that. Val gave me the wine and me and Eric drank it on the bus it was good stuff. I didn't feel like going home so Eric said I could go to his place. So I did. I like his house its cool. We were in his rrom and had some more wine and I got to have the rest of his Peach Tree. There was only a very small amount left. He thought it might of been to strong for me lol I drank it all in 2 chuggs. Good stuff. That was probably the best part of my day. We went into the garage he started up his dirt bike. His brother Sean came in and said that his girl friend said he smelled good and that no one said that to him in 4 years which is really gross. Sean can't get on Erics dirtbike. It is pretty big though. I got to get on it. I tried to start it up but I couldn't do it. Then I walked home and my mom didn't find out I was drinking. so i was happy. Tomarrow Val is sleeping over and I get my teddy bear back yay! But i have to give Eric the giant safty pin on it cuz he doesn't trust me with it. I'm so exausted. And I want to get drunk. I'm probably going to take a nap.