Let me fade away into the darkness
Today for some reason 5 out of 7 family members were up at like 6:30 really weird. But anywho I woke up and I guess just because I woke up that morning knowing there was still another day to face. I was just depressed. So I get on the bus and Alex is bothing the fuck out of me. I wanted to shot someone. Chelsey wasn't in school today. And today was Alissa's last day. I'm going to miss her. So during gym my team for basketball finally lost our first game and to Raquels team. ^^ Raquel we'll be back tomarrow and taking our court back! During lunch my whole table was insane except me and cory and after a little bit Ben and Marie were with us 2. But we were just watching everyong else run around and fall to the floor. It was insane. I left my sweatshirt in band so I had to get it after World History which was really boring. Bus ride home was okay. At first I was just zoning out. But then Eric kept trying to make me smile. Of corse its him so it worked. lol. Went home called chelsey, called eric, then called chelsey again. I'm talking to Raquel online. She made me feel loved ^^ She told shaun i was her new g/f to make him jelous lol. Right now I am also procrastinating on writing my little script thingy for Fiction Language. I really don't want to do this. boring!