Day by day I lose more and more of my sanity....
Well.....haven't wrote in this thing in a while, so update on life. I have talked to Lea alot more lately and she is one of the coolest people I have ever met. I think i creep her out a bit, but hopefully she knows I am just messing around. Newayz, my life has been on the downhill rollercoaster ride, I have not been in very good moods lately so if I have been an ass to neone I am sorry, but i try to act just normal and bottle up my emotions. I think people around school think I am either gay or bisexual, the reason is....I am not gay or bisexual I am straight just got out of a VERY BAD RELATIONSHIP. That has drastically changed my entire outlook on girls and life. Also I have just been trying to have fun with my life, but its not real easy when you dont really have someone to talk to about your emotions, and feelings that I have been trying to bottle up. Anywayz, any single ladies that know me, I am trying to find a girlfriend that is trustable, loving, and likes me for who I am and doesn't want to change me. But if anyone wants to talk to me I am willing to listen, word of advice, in the past few years i may have come off as a pervert, but trust me ask lisa, jess, mattie I have changed i have matured and now i feel like an idiot rambling on about stupid stuff that isnt really current in life, but hey this is a juornal that is used to express ones self. g2g bye.