Mar 06, 2009 15:40
If im gonna sleep when im dead, i've got 1 foot in the grave...
my body hates me right now...oh well, its gotta deal...at least till I graduate.
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I need to break up with steph. Her so-cal-ness is really turning me off. Even if she is a fox and is the best sex ever, we dont talk...ever. Ive said it before and Ive said it again. Id rather let it die than let it bleed. Im not being fair.
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its weird how I cant keep a relationship now. I guess thats not really important right? I have my friends that will come to my rescue at the drop of a hat. I can run around and sieze any part of the god damn day I want to and not be tied down.
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(without sounding full of myself) Ive definitely become a self-made Chico socialite. It really hard for me to walk down the street and see a handful of people I know. I feel like i can walk into any establishment without any plans and come out with an adventure in hand.
it feels good...
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now Im booking shows for the band and we have connections if we want to tour. Its ridiculous that I can get shows anywhere in chico (and parts of northern ca) and more prominent bands have a hard time.Bands are asking me to contact agents to book shows.
apparently my word is golden
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dont take this the wrong way, but my heart (i found it just now) skipped a beat as i exited that shop. I dont think thats a good thing
/transmission