wow, now i feel like a moron....
well looking back on prevoius entrys i see i have written some very stupid things...la la la, i dont really want anyone else to read, especially if i know this person....well i think im gonna start a new thinggy...oh well its not like i have any friends on here anyways....yawn, i m so un loved. well actually not really. i read my friend mikes journal and now i feel like a total bitch...he used to love me and he is such a great person! i was such a bitch to him when he told me he liked me. i am so shallow!! goddamn!!
look at me here i have made his life a living hell. it must of been so hard for him to tell me he liked me, and what do i do?? i freak out... damnit!! i feel like i fucked every thing up so badly. i would go out with him now, its just we've become such good friends that im afraid that if i do like him then that will fuck EVERYTHING up!! i dont want to fuck up our friednship...i would feel so terrible!!! then everything would be so terrible. i hate myself...well im gonna get to work on my new thing...bye forevery maybe...i hope no one else actually reads this!!
look at me here i have made his life a living hell. it must of been so hard for him to tell me he liked me, and what do i do?? i freak out... damnit!! i feel like i fucked every thing up so badly. i would go out with him now, its just we've become such good friends that im afraid that if i do like him then that will fuck EVERYTHING up!! i dont want to fuck up our friednship...i would feel so terrible!!! then everything would be so terrible. i hate myself...well im gonna get to work on my new thing...bye forevery maybe...i hope no one else actually reads this!!