Catch up time, for details of my life, read all about it

Sep 12, 2005 13:48

Ok time to play...

This last month has been pretty low for me, so just leave it all and wake me up, when september ends.

Love: Maddy and i have broken up. 13 months after the arthouse and stuff and yeah. I'm a bit hurt, but its all good now. I love the girl with everything i have got, and i am sure she loves me, but shes right, were both too young too think it will last forever just now, so we will see what the future holds. Radar at the moment is pretty blank, thats just coz i dont wanna make anyone feel like im using em too get over Mads, and as for my future, relationships are outa the question for the time being, people are right i have too try and be 19, even though i prefer the feeling of being together with sum1 and caring abt them, i dont wanna do it coz i cant see myself caring like that for a while, or ever again, like that. But yeah, so in summery im single, but me and Maddy are still great friends. Even if i still do stupid things sumtimes, i will get over it, and just hanging and stuff saturday night was a great step towards that. I can wait for more, but i couldnt stand losing her as a friend, shes just too important and trusted a part of my life too ever do that.

Friends: Robs back in Mill Park!!! Needless to say things are allmost awesome again, coz Daves back for some holidays very damn soon!! Much Kung Pow and Anchorman too be viewed with Rob, Bernie, Dave, Natt and Maddy. Murray has been a great help with the love life and understanding life lately. Hes my older, more experianced smarter brother. The boys from Fight Against Maturity have changed their band name, Whitey told me the other day but i forgetted. And lastly all my other friends... (High School, Cricket and Gig/Randoms/Net Friends) All seem awesome. SARAH'S 18 ON FRIDAY!!!! No Maddy shes not too edgy :-P

Tafe: Bit of a cunt at the moment. People are giving me greif. Jess really wants too talk too Maddy after she found out about us breaking up. Long story but it just involved me telling Jess about me Loving Maddy a while back, and she takes the love word really seriously, and she wont listen too me explain the situation. Thankfull im now on a 3 week holiday. :-)

Family: I think i will skip this one... Things arent so awesome. But yeah, there still always their for me and they have been great about everything, (including my shitty emo moods and lack of eating substantial food for about 2 weeks.) All is getting back too normal. Cricket has again taken over my house and dads lecturing me about my batting and shit every two seconds, ITS THE BEST!!! Wouldnt have my family any other way at this time of year. :-) (And they still all love Maddy. More-so than they love me i believe :-P)

Life: Oh yay, summary!!!
Its getting there. Tafes allmost over, only 6 weeks left on the other side of the holidays. My best Friends in the whole wide world, (Rob Dave and Maddy) will hopefully be spending sum time all together with me watching videos and dvd's and stuff at stages this next few weeks. Many many friends Graduating too overage status in the next month or so (or some just graduating themselves a few years early.) And yeah, Of corse, cricket seasons only a few weeks away.

Before i go... Anyone who was at Switch and stuff Saturday who saw me at my emo best (or wost, as the case may be) due too Maddy, it was because of an arguement i caused, which she for some reason felt bad about, and sent me an sms apologising which i definatly didnt deserve because i did start the agruement and she was well within her rights too say what she said. i was a bit stupid that day/night. We sorted our stuff out, im just adjusting too being a friend and its been hard, but im getting there, coz shes the best friend a guy like me could ever want, trust me, shes awesome, just get too know her if u have the chance. :-)

Anywho all thats life just now, for more details just chuck me a comment back and ask :-)

Peace out rollers.

Love Always, Adrian :-) XoXo
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