man i love me some carissa's wierd.
this morning i laid in bed while the sun streamed in my window. it streamed in a lot because the shade was up because the window is open because our room is a sauna. i listened to the sounds of construction going on outside and felt a cool breeze work its way against my skin and took deep breaths and cuddled with my blankets [no one to cuddle with. no one to cuddle with. gaaah]
i have a cramp near my heart. actually its just my ribs are sore. i dont know why. oooh my hair smells good. i can smell it from here!
so last night i had like. the best dream ever. captain jack sparrow was my lover *melt* and he kept getting captured and i just remember one part of the dream i was laying with him and we were naked or at least scantily clad and i was cuddled up against him kissing his arm. because i was in love with him. and then he got sent to some remote place and i didnt see him, and 10 years later or maybe 1 year i dont know, i got a crew together and we went off to save him. i loved him but for some reason the crew was a bunch of girls, and then ryanXdeath
diebyyourhand!!! hahahaha and when we got to the island and all us girls stripped naked and ran around whooping and yelling and i grabbed him and we fell down into the sand. i dunno it was crazy.
but we saved captain jack sparrow and were immortal and ryan joined a pirate crew for the rest of his life while me and jack sparrow lived happily ever after on a tropical island. it was great. i wish it was true.