happy halloween.
last night interesting things happened! we sat in here for a while fucking around on the computers [one day i wont be a stupid nice-y and i will refuse to let him use my computer and when i do it i will look like a movie star and i will say 'absolutely not ' and he will be so overcome with lust he will forget about maitjaegjakdgj and everything else and want to take me on trips to exotic locales and feed me grapes. yeah. not bloody likely.] and then late late we departed for the tate street. and he went into the exchange where acostume party was taking place while i stayed on the other side of the street at the lounge watching two crazy people. no they really were crazy. one guy was schizophrenic was getting into loud fights with himself and the other was like. a sociopath. i dunno. but they were crazy. [my space bar is wierd...it doesnt make the same noise as the other keys when i push it down...i am sure it was not like this yesterday. must be because he spilled his orange pineapple all over my desk last night. coooool] some sucky band played at the lounge, and the guitar player was like.... older and had his shirt tucked into his pants [i HATE THAT] and he kept staring at me. it was gross and wierd. a boy from my building came up and introduced himself to me last night. i can just imagine that him and his friends saw me and spent minutes deciding who should come over and talk to me and then he finally did. one of his friends was dressed like a baby riding a grandma's back. which is pretty cool i guess. whatever. then i went back over to the lounge to watch Disband play, and they were good rockin out indie rock. and i stood up in the front and rocked out. and the drummer gave me the eye and smiled at me because i am clearly hot and was wearing kristie's hat and looked like i was about to go off and sell newspapers like a boy from the 19th century. and we all know that it is every guy's secret fantasy to do it with a girl dressed like a 19th century urchin. after that we went to college hill where this band, fronted by a guy in my intro to art class, who did not remember me because he was drunk, played. they were good. everybody in there was a mod rock star! seriously! they were smoking and drinking and had mod haircuts and were rail-thin and very 70's esque. and they weren't dressed up for halloween thats just how they were. one girl in particular was pretty awesome. i aspire to be like her when i grow up. she was carelessly gorgeous. i wish i could be any kind of gorgeous, but carelessly is the best kind. when we first got there this tall skinny guy with a fro and who looked like one of the strokes with a scarf handed me a roach. and i was like oooh...no. waaaay different from how i used to be.
oh and according to my new friend ben, i am 'fucked' today. when i see him i will know. i am dreading it. but also kind of excited. ooooooOOOOooooh.
i'll report back later with the results.
also:
i have to decide between kristie and him to hang out with tonight. i am afraid if i hang out with him i will slip and let him know that i know what he's up to. and i dont like it one bit.
but if i hang out with kristie i will most likely become intoxicated and we have to wake up ASS EARLY tomorrow. dammit. i hate my life.
oh and according to my new friend ben, i am 'fucked' today. when i see him i will know. i am dreading it. but also kind of excited. ooooooOOOOooooh.
i'll report back later with the results.
also:
i have to decide between kristie and him to hang out with tonight. i am afraid if i hang out with him i will slip and let him know that i know what he's up to. and i dont like it one bit.
but if i hang out with kristie i will most likely become intoxicated and we have to wake up ASS EARLY tomorrow. dammit. i hate my life.