the new year
so ya...i dont exactly hav the best reputation, so my new year's resolution is to not cheat.
god...wow...im still getting hit hard by my emotions from wut i did. i mean, ive gotten to where i can force it into submission in the back of my mind but every so often it rises and hits me like a brick. god i need to change my habits, well a lot of them. i need to actually do my schoolwork cuz im getting shitty grades cuz of not doing assignments, among other things i dont care to mention. man...wut happened to me? i used to be a really good kid, and i did all my schoolwork, and i had never tried drugs, and so on. now look at me. ive changed so much, and mostly not for the good. w/e very few of the ppl who will actually read this will understand wut im really going thru.
god...wow...im still getting hit hard by my emotions from wut i did. i mean, ive gotten to where i can force it into submission in the back of my mind but every so often it rises and hits me like a brick. god i need to change my habits, well a lot of them. i need to actually do my schoolwork cuz im getting shitty grades cuz of not doing assignments, among other things i dont care to mention. man...wut happened to me? i used to be a really good kid, and i did all my schoolwork, and i had never tried drugs, and so on. now look at me. ive changed so much, and mostly not for the good. w/e very few of the ppl who will actually read this will understand wut im really going thru.