can it be?

Jan 27, 2008 23:48

Can it be that i feel something really strong for Damien?
yes i liked him alot in 2003 but i dont know what im feeling now.
i love that we are friends...tho we hardly speak.
maybe i just want to see him...hang out and catch up
but what if what i feel right now is what i'll feel when i see him?
i dont want to lose him!
I dont want to tell him as he probably doesnt feel the same
He frustrates me to the max yet these feelings are deep.
I have dreams about him...dreams of friendship, love, closeness!
 what makes him the over-powering thought in my head?
we are from 2 different worlds
he's an athlete....i put on weight and when i do lose weight i gain it back
he lives in endeavour hills (last i heard)...i live in seaford...theres at least a 20 minute drive
he drives...i do not
so why is it, even tho we are from 2 different worlds, i feel like i'd fight for everything to work?
i felt that way with brad...i thought i'd never feel it again
Maybe i feel this way coz i havent had a bf since brad and deep down i always had feelings for damo
but what if those feelings are real? What if i actually love damien?

im over talking about this right now!!
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