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Today I made a boo boo. I guess I can fix it as long as I don't do it again. When will I ever stop being such a damn hot head? I don't know if it runs in my family or what, but when I get mad, I get mad, and when that happens, I tend to pop off without even thinking things through or hearing the other side of the story. I am guilty of being hot-tempered I guess. If apologizing is enough, then I guess I am lucky. I just can't do that to people I love...I just can't. I guess if someone can love me just as much as I love them and forgive me, then I am good. I just can't take advantage of their forgiveness so I have to try and change. I have to NOT get so angry and I have to make sure that I know what the real story is behind things...not what I conjure up in my mind.
Aside from that, today was a pretty good day. I tutored in the morning and then afterwards, I went to Gerry's house and waited for him to get ready. After he was done, we went to Long Beach to find him some handcuffs for work. I assumed that weekends were free for meter parking, but I guess it wasn't because when we came out some meter maid was there writing a ticket, but luckily Gerry got out of it by showing him that he was buying something in the store and then showed him his work ID. The guy was cool and just let him go. I guess we were lucky we got out there when we did. After that, we headed to Costa Mesa to walk/shop at South Coast Plaza.
I believe I found my heaven at South Coast Plaza. When a girl has a little to spend, she will spend it there! I bought two tops at Express and I bought some Curve Crush perfume at Macys. Gerry and I couldn't decide if we liked that one better or the Curve Vintage so since they were out of the free gift that came with the Crush, the lady gave me the set of perfume and lotion for the Vintage. I came out with both perfumes! Haha. Lucky me, eh? The only thing, is that I kind of regret not buying the jeans at Express, but I might go back this Thursday or on the weekend and buy them. I also have to get my mom something for her birthday so that will work out fine.
After South Coast Plaza, Gerry wanted to take me to a surprise dinner. It turned out to be this restaurant called Mamma Gina's in Newport Beach. I guess it was rated high as one of the best restaurants in Orange County. I didn't think it was going to be as classy as it was, but it really reminded me of a mix between Il Fornaio in Pasadena and Rimari's in Laguna Beach. Both of us really liked our meals and we also liked our dessert, although I could have managed to eat a bit more but the portion size was sort of small.
After dinner, it was already about 9pm so we got in the car and drove back to his house. We talked to his brother for a while and then took a rest on the bed. We had a long day of walking so we needed to rest our legs. After a while, we decided, or better yet...Gerry decided that we should watch the first season of Rescue Me on DVD so we did that and then at almost 1am, I needed to go home because I didn't wanna get home after my mom. So far it is 2:13am and she still isn't home so I figure she got held up at work.
Anyways, was that enough about my fun-packed day or what? Saturdays always go by so fast. I can't believe it half of the time. I wish Saturday could be more like two days. I hope I can see him tomorrow, but if not, at least I know I have all day Thursday and all day next Saturday. I love him so much! He makes me so happy. I can't believe that I jumped to conclusions with him and said some of the things I said this morning. I really had no right and I take it all back. None of what I said was true because it didn't apply to the real situation. I just hope he really does forgive me. It seems as if he does, but I am just really sorry. At least tomorrow is a new day....although I don't want to go about tomorrow without him.
Aside from that, today was a pretty good day. I tutored in the morning and then afterwards, I went to Gerry's house and waited for him to get ready. After he was done, we went to Long Beach to find him some handcuffs for work. I assumed that weekends were free for meter parking, but I guess it wasn't because when we came out some meter maid was there writing a ticket, but luckily Gerry got out of it by showing him that he was buying something in the store and then showed him his work ID. The guy was cool and just let him go. I guess we were lucky we got out there when we did. After that, we headed to Costa Mesa to walk/shop at South Coast Plaza.
I believe I found my heaven at South Coast Plaza. When a girl has a little to spend, she will spend it there! I bought two tops at Express and I bought some Curve Crush perfume at Macys. Gerry and I couldn't decide if we liked that one better or the Curve Vintage so since they were out of the free gift that came with the Crush, the lady gave me the set of perfume and lotion for the Vintage. I came out with both perfumes! Haha. Lucky me, eh? The only thing, is that I kind of regret not buying the jeans at Express, but I might go back this Thursday or on the weekend and buy them. I also have to get my mom something for her birthday so that will work out fine.
After South Coast Plaza, Gerry wanted to take me to a surprise dinner. It turned out to be this restaurant called Mamma Gina's in Newport Beach. I guess it was rated high as one of the best restaurants in Orange County. I didn't think it was going to be as classy as it was, but it really reminded me of a mix between Il Fornaio in Pasadena and Rimari's in Laguna Beach. Both of us really liked our meals and we also liked our dessert, although I could have managed to eat a bit more but the portion size was sort of small.
After dinner, it was already about 9pm so we got in the car and drove back to his house. We talked to his brother for a while and then took a rest on the bed. We had a long day of walking so we needed to rest our legs. After a while, we decided, or better yet...Gerry decided that we should watch the first season of Rescue Me on DVD so we did that and then at almost 1am, I needed to go home because I didn't wanna get home after my mom. So far it is 2:13am and she still isn't home so I figure she got held up at work.
Anyways, was that enough about my fun-packed day or what? Saturdays always go by so fast. I can't believe it half of the time. I wish Saturday could be more like two days. I hope I can see him tomorrow, but if not, at least I know I have all day Thursday and all day next Saturday. I love him so much! He makes me so happy. I can't believe that I jumped to conclusions with him and said some of the things I said this morning. I really had no right and I take it all back. None of what I said was true because it didn't apply to the real situation. I just hope he really does forgive me. It seems as if he does, but I am just really sorry. At least tomorrow is a new day....although I don't want to go about tomorrow without him.