My dad= crap
I realize now who my dad really is and what he really is. He is a prick who doesn't give a shit about anyone but himself. He is exactly what my mom told me he is. He doesn't care about seeing me and any time I do see him, it is because I was the one who initiated it and put in the effort, so guess what? I am done. I don't care if our relationship is ruined because frankly I guess he doesn't care either. I am not going to be stuck in the same position as my mom was. If he cares, he doesn't care enough. What kind of a jerk puts himself before his own kids? I don't need him.