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I sit here and think about the past year. And I really not sure what path I want my life down next. I sit here and think about what Iraq was like, and I think that I had more to do when i was dodging rockets and motors. Did Iraq break my head? I mean does the thrill of combat really make me fell more alive? Maybe it's becuase I know that if I make a mistake that I'll end up in a flag draped coffin? I mean I'm not depressed at all, I just really bored. I do, have alot of fun when I spend time, with tracy she makes me smile alot more than any girl in the past. Maybe it because she treats me like, i treat her. Or maybe it has to some me not picking her up on the internet or at the local bar. It's been a while since i truly let someone get close to me, Probley over a year. I got to meet her mother boyfriend today. He was a really nice guy, he truly see to care about the girls and their mother. I hope things, keep going well with tracy, she has definitely starting to win me over.