Coffee for Patrick and an update for Josh.
I'm being bugged to update, because lately it seems like I never do. Nothing of interest anyway. I didn't do much of anything this week. We had the choir concert on Wed, and that went great, although I could hardly talk my singing voice seemed to come out fine. I didn't get to go out to eat afterwards but I did get to go home and sleep. We've had play all week and I've attended all the practices. Those are fun. Diaz and Liz are so cute. But the big news, as usual, has to do with Gavin.
I feel like I'm watching our friendship deteriorate. He told me, Monday night, that he felt I was putting certain other people ahead of him. The more I think about that statement, the angrier I get. How DARE he. I'm backseat in his life to EVERYONE. He's like an airline pilot from Madrid and I'm the apartment in Chicago that he stops at every once in a while. Wait, that was a bad analogy. Anyway, my point is, I do put him first alot more then I should but why should I make time for someone who can't ever be bothered to make time for me?
I feel like I'm watching our friendship deteriorate. He told me, Monday night, that he felt I was putting certain other people ahead of him. The more I think about that statement, the angrier I get. How DARE he. I'm backseat in his life to EVERYONE. He's like an airline pilot from Madrid and I'm the apartment in Chicago that he stops at every once in a while. Wait, that was a bad analogy. Anyway, my point is, I do put him first alot more then I should but why should I make time for someone who can't ever be bothered to make time for me?