Jul 20, 2005 01:25
you turn around and run out that door.
you want the problems to disappear immediatly after the emerge.
you live two lives is what you do.
you appear to have the best life in this first life of yours.
you have a second life though and it haunts your dreams.
you cant sleep at night because its all to real.
you know when you open your eyes its still there.
you get up and are thrown right back down.
you do your best to forget.
you have the strongest you can find down your throat to numb the pain.
you drag that right down so you can try to kill what haunts you on the inside.
you have the most beutiful by your side when you cant sleep.
you know the pain comes back.
you know everyday you'll still be haunted.
you also know that beuty really does fade.
you know nothing will change.