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Summer is winding down. already. Mine wasn't as adventerous as last year or risky or memorable. Nothing will in my life top it. Well, maybe somethings will. I read comments on lj, that i'd forgotten about.. or convos and comments that were made .. wow.. I'm on my breaking point, maybe i've already reached it, i don't know. I don't feel like trying to dress nice anymore. I want out of here. I can't live this way anymore. This has gone on way too long for my liking, or anyone's liking. I swear if she makes me end it. Maybe i should just wreck again, so she can bring that one up everytime we do argue. Oh wait, maybe she'll just say something about the expenses.. 7,000 is what i heard last night it was up to. Gee, i'm pretty sure i don't constantly remind you of your mistakes. Last time i checked, nightmares are enough reminders for you. Maybe i'm just immune to that. It must be since you seem to have no compasion for me. I care for you, but i don't love you.