Jun 26, 2005 13:35
The last thing I want to do is come to my online journal and talk about my problems...but since it's really bothering me then what the heck, I will.
Today was going extremely tollerant:
For once I woke up at 9.30, the latest I think I've ever slept in my life. [Yes I know I am weird beyond words, I wake up early all the time and go to bed extremely late.] I get out of bed likw I havent slept in days. Make my bed and go on the computer. Did some stuff [posted a poem I had written last night, scanned a picture I had drawn onto DA]. Then I got hungry around 11.00. went downstairs and tried to find something to eat. Didn't work, so i trudged upstairs and decided to nap so the emptyness of my stomach wouldn't bother me. I woke up like 10 minutes later and felt extremelty hungry..So went downstairs opened the frezer and got my chinese chicken bowl thing out. I the stupid frozen vegetables that they put in them so I scrape them out..low and behold I drop the whole thing in the trash. You know hos trashcans are..gross disgusting and have things growing in them..[sometimes]. My dad looks in the trash, like he always does and finds that it was in there. He got extremely mad at me for wasting the chicken thing and yelled at me for not appreciating what we have, [earlier he got mad at me cause suposevley I had the shower head tilted to the side where the door is..and it got him and the florr wet..] so I got frustrated because I HAD NO FAULT IN THIS STUPID . So I walked to my room and cryed for a while..cause what the frick I didn't do anything wrong. Then i found he had taken the food out of the trash and set it on the counter. I asked my mom if I was supposed to eat that..becasue I wasn't going to. She had no idea and apparently my dad had gotten mad at her too. WHAT THE HECK SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!!! That got my even madder..So now I am here in my room talking to Jo and I am not hungry anymore, just frustrated and tired. AND IM STIL IN MY PJ's..THERE..I'm done making you read this load of crap that I never intended on posting in the first place.
Happier days to you..
Brittany