All Things Must...
The cold weather finally came to Gainesville. Although, the forecasts indicate that it will come and go and it will revert back to its Miami-esque ways. That really annoys me. I'll have to enjoy this 30/40 degree weather while it lasts.
I haven't really posted much and I've been meaning to for so long but I haven't been able to figure out what I wanted to write. I'm currently listening to the likes of Bush's "The Chemicals Between Us" or Fastball's "The Way". It's amazing how it can sound so old and refreshing.
Anyway, Gainesville has been great. Unbelievably exactly what I needed. I needed to leave Miami and be somewhere new. The independence and occasional "loneliness" (not meant despondently), has really cleared my mind. What I need and what I want is clear to me now. What I am and who I am is slowly revealing itself.
I've also realized I am probably going to NOT be an Electrical Engineer. If not now, then into my graduate years when all is lost. Hopefully, I'll know what I wish to accomplish with my life before then. I have, realistically, six months to figure that out and take advantage of the time I'll be spending at, presumably, UF.
I didn't come back to Miami for Thanksgiving for several reasons. I still don't know which one is the real answer. Mainly, I didn't want to. I wanted to experience Thanksgiving all my lonesome (while watching football all day long). It was definitely interesting, and maybe if my apartment was a better experience, I would've had a much better day, but it was still cool.
I miss some people. I do miss the often, random house raids between my friends and I. I think, though, the lack of friends has helped my study habits among other things. I don't know, it's strange. I've also, unbelievably, fueled my love for the pigskin. I don't know how people can say they're "all footballed out". That's bullshit, I don't believe in that. It's ludicrous. ;p
I've been trying to write something for so long, but I've been stuck. It's really unnecessarily frustrating. All I've been able to compile is:
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Save ourselves from the Judas that sneaks through the stream
We'll bring down the walls of tyranny and defeat
March on with the blood that's stained on our feet
From the injustice, seize the revenge that you seek
Go ahead, get on your knees and beg for mercy
We'll consider it for a second, then spit in your dreams
March on with the scars, each one tied at the seam
Now we are the Judge who condemns you to bleed
Save ourselves from the Priest, from their "peace"
We'll tolerate the Word, but won't buy into belief
March on with the thoughts "Where was God to help me?"
Now we've become our own saviors, free to breathe
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I hope I can keep updating this blog as often as I would like but... I don't know. It will depend if I ever get my own laptop. ;_;
Anyway, I'll be back at some point in December, I still don't know when. We'll see. Hopefully, I'll also have my lyric written that I've wanted to write for so long. >.<
I, also, own the best bookbag in the history of life. Woo!
I haven't really posted much and I've been meaning to for so long but I haven't been able to figure out what I wanted to write. I'm currently listening to the likes of Bush's "The Chemicals Between Us" or Fastball's "The Way". It's amazing how it can sound so old and refreshing.
Anyway, Gainesville has been great. Unbelievably exactly what I needed. I needed to leave Miami and be somewhere new. The independence and occasional "loneliness" (not meant despondently), has really cleared my mind. What I need and what I want is clear to me now. What I am and who I am is slowly revealing itself.
I've also realized I am probably going to NOT be an Electrical Engineer. If not now, then into my graduate years when all is lost. Hopefully, I'll know what I wish to accomplish with my life before then. I have, realistically, six months to figure that out and take advantage of the time I'll be spending at, presumably, UF.
I didn't come back to Miami for Thanksgiving for several reasons. I still don't know which one is the real answer. Mainly, I didn't want to. I wanted to experience Thanksgiving all my lonesome (while watching football all day long). It was definitely interesting, and maybe if my apartment was a better experience, I would've had a much better day, but it was still cool.
I miss some people. I do miss the often, random house raids between my friends and I. I think, though, the lack of friends has helped my study habits among other things. I don't know, it's strange. I've also, unbelievably, fueled my love for the pigskin. I don't know how people can say they're "all footballed out". That's bullshit, I don't believe in that. It's ludicrous. ;p
I've been trying to write something for so long, but I've been stuck. It's really unnecessarily frustrating. All I've been able to compile is:
[]
Save ourselves from the Judas that sneaks through the stream
We'll bring down the walls of tyranny and defeat
March on with the blood that's stained on our feet
From the injustice, seize the revenge that you seek
Go ahead, get on your knees and beg for mercy
We'll consider it for a second, then spit in your dreams
March on with the scars, each one tied at the seam
Now we are the Judge who condemns you to bleed
Save ourselves from the Priest, from their "peace"
We'll tolerate the Word, but won't buy into belief
March on with the thoughts "Where was God to help me?"
Now we've become our own saviors, free to breathe
[]
I hope I can keep updating this blog as often as I would like but... I don't know. It will depend if I ever get my own laptop. ;_;
Anyway, I'll be back at some point in December, I still don't know when. We'll see. Hopefully, I'll also have my lyric written that I've wanted to write for so long. >.<
I, also, own the best bookbag in the history of life. Woo!