RANT AND RAVE.........
ok soooo im going to do my normal rant and rave tonight, mostly cause... i really havent done that in a while....... and i got some crap on my mind i guess....... ok soo i find a girl i like and im kinda into and all that crap, and then nothin right.........normal bullshit whatever...... but i still talk to them, and they always say, your a really nice guy blah blah blah blah blah blah blah......... what the fuck...... am i doin somethin wrong here or what, am i supposed to be a complete asshole (like my brother) for girls to like me more.......... i just dont get it..... oh and not that i go to church to meet girls or whatever, i just really enjoy goin cause it really helps me out with my life and crap, but anyway, i want a church goin girl ya know. someones whos down to earth and beleives in the same things i beleive, someone to call a wife someday...... blah blah blah..... what the hell was i talkin about......... oh, so ya jeff finds himself a nice church goin girl, just pisses me off, hes not really into her, and doesnt really like her all that much, but she fuckin loves it, (back to the whole thing about bein a dick it works) i dunno it just pisses me off............. i really shouldnt be thinking about finding someone right now cause i need to concentrate on work and gettin back to normal, but........ theres just somethin about bein with somebody, somebody to hold while your watchin a movie, our someone whos there when you get home from a bad day, just someone there to love..... and who loves you back..... and of course the making out crap, and sex....... thats always a plus, but ehhh..........
GOALS BEFORE I LEAVE.......
1) make peace with my enemies (jason and amanda)
2) maybe get high with emily.......maybe.
3) GET MY FUCKIN TRUCK DONE
4) go riding at techumsea, fuckin a
5) make a trailer for dans bobcat
6) buy a new gun
7) try not to shoot myself
8) and last....... try to pay some of my mom off.
I think i can do most of this shit i just have to work at all of em, and if i get none of them accomplished, then fuck it, im still goin, ehh im tired of ranting now, i go to bed............
Joshua
GOALS BEFORE I LEAVE.......
1) make peace with my enemies (jason and amanda)
2) maybe get high with emily.......maybe.
3) GET MY FUCKIN TRUCK DONE
4) go riding at techumsea, fuckin a
5) make a trailer for dans bobcat
6) buy a new gun
7) try not to shoot myself
8) and last....... try to pay some of my mom off.
I think i can do most of this shit i just have to work at all of em, and if i get none of them accomplished, then fuck it, im still goin, ehh im tired of ranting now, i go to bed............
Joshua