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Well, I'm separated. Everyone's reaction so far has been, "already??", but honestly I can say that I had absolutely no control over it, nor any idea that it was coming. I have done everything I can, and am left shocked at humanity once again. Why should I be? Things like this happen to people everyday, by the looks of it. I have no control-- and am shocked by his "therapists" who tell him (without ever having met me, talked to me, seen anything I've written, or heard anything I've said) that trying to forget about me is the right/less painful thing to do in the long term. Why did he marry me in the first place? Twice? Very, very strange.
I am currently taking refuge in England, with a friend who promised my father he wouldn't let me go home without a place to live or until I stopped going to bed/waking up crying every day (pathetic crap, I know).
I have great friends and family-- filling in the "where to live," "what to do" stuff should be easy with such great support.
I applied for a position in Mexico, and one in St. Pete as a community organizer (eat that foxnews).
Life v2.0
what do I want to do with it?
I am currently taking refuge in England, with a friend who promised my father he wouldn't let me go home without a place to live or until I stopped going to bed/waking up crying every day (pathetic crap, I know).
I have great friends and family-- filling in the "where to live," "what to do" stuff should be easy with such great support.
I applied for a position in Mexico, and one in St. Pete as a community organizer (eat that foxnews).
Life v2.0
what do I want to do with it?