Self Loathing
I feel sick. I am absolutely disgusted with myself. I am as bad as they get. Fuck, i always do dumbass things and make dumbass mistakes which ends up fucking other people over. I am a fuckhead. I need to die and go unbarried because frankly, everybody should look at my dead body and throw rocks at it. I am undeserving of a Christian barriel, i should lay on the ground for everybody to see and say, "He's a bad person, everyone he knew he fucked over." I feel so shitty, i think i want to vomit although im almost positive its a mental thing rather than a physical. I make myself sick and i very well should.