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never again. i'll slit my throat with the knife I pulled out of my spine. maybe when you find out that i'm dead, you'll realize what you did to me. and if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me.
if I can make myself believe, i'll give you back what you took away. no, I won't let it go. douse myself in gasoline. so don't save me when you come into the fire. i'd rather die than have to see your smile.
what a shitty night. i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. i thought that going to college, shit like this wouldnt happen to me anymore. but what a suprise cause its happening again. whatever tho i need to stop caring. hopefully this weekend will be good, despite the fact that my friends are busy/not here. i really need to go to a show. one of the things i love most in life and shows make everything alright. alexisonfire/hopesfall/brazil/emery - saturday. oh wait, no one will go. beautiful.
if I can make myself believe, i'll give you back what you took away. no, I won't let it go. douse myself in gasoline. so don't save me when you come into the fire. i'd rather die than have to see your smile.
what a shitty night. i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. i thought that going to college, shit like this wouldnt happen to me anymore. but what a suprise cause its happening again. whatever tho i need to stop caring. hopefully this weekend will be good, despite the fact that my friends are busy/not here. i really need to go to a show. one of the things i love most in life and shows make everything alright. alexisonfire/hopesfall/brazil/emery - saturday. oh wait, no one will go. beautiful.