Nov 11, 2004 17:26
sometimes.. i wish i had clarification
sometimes.. i wish i could just up and move away ...
why?
so there are never any possibilites... of anything that is a sign!
sometimes.. i wish i was surrounded by friends all the time
sometimes.. i wish i was living my life in another town
sometimes.. i wish i could talk to anyone i wanted when i wanted
sometimes.. i wish i could sleep whenever i was tired
sometimes.. i wish i could call someone who cares
sometimes.. i wish i could speak to the unknown
sometimes.. i wish the world was smaller
oh wait.. it already is and i've experienced that recently. unfortunately
sometimes.. i wish i was where you were
sometimes.. i wish my dreams would come true
sometimes.. i wish the past wasnt true
sometimes.. i wish i was happy
sometimes.. i wish i wasnt lied to
yet, i found out the truth by a friend.. 8 months later.. but knowing the truth it would not have bothered me at all.
sometimes.. i wish you werent scared
sometimes.. i wish you were the same you were then
sometimes.. i wish i knew what you were thinking..
sometimes.. i wish you would speak the truth
sometimes.. i wish you would tell me your thoughts
sometimes.. i wish i was the one you leaned on when you needed something
sometimes.. i wish i was there
can anyone tell i have a lot on my mind.. not to mention a lot of SIGNS flashing around that i should just ignore huh?
sometimes.. i wish i had someone close to me
sometimes.. i wish i had someone to lean on
sometimes.. i wish i had someone to care
argh...
anyways... i had a kinda sorta good day. at least i got millions of compliments on my sweater! haha thanks to person who got me stuck in abercrombie. meany!
wouldn't it be nice to just up and leave and never come back until you wanted.. and have money and everything to survive.
I'm depressed... to things that occured yesterday, but only a few people know about that.. and not to mention it is kinda odd and explains why the world is soo SMALL.
hmm.. maybe i'll write more later.. i'm suprised i'm writing as much as i am.. just have a lot going on.. and school needs a break