Apr 30, 2002 16:57
i went to school, my mom came home screaming.. it was rackus.. i couldnt stop crying.. even in school. =/ she told me im done being your mother and she should have been home 2 hours ago. she told my sister i was failing. im not failing. fuck that. im really mad.
well i had a nice day at school. i stayed after to do some makeup work and i already did ALL my history assignments which is amazing. im stupid and i deleted my major sound on the computer earlier, because i was incoherent and very tired, so justin has to tell me how to reinstal it. great. well i still have a bunch of health packets to do.. and then i will be all done with my makeup work. i cant find my biology notebook, its gone. :'( fuck i*ll fail without it.
my sister wants me to go live with her in nc for the summer. not a bad idea, well, we*ll see how me and jesse are. im talking to amber and i was talking to Jesse when i got on, hes like BELLA!! but i was on away message and hes like you know what i love you, i really do. its cute.
well after school justin suprisingly waited for me after i watched this queer video in english class. so we talked for a long time, and he was walking me home then he was talking to his friends so i got pissed.. but we were bullshitting around for like an hour. oh well.
im worried about my mom.. i dont want her to be mad at me.. i care so much and i know i fuck up.. i cant help it, im 15. give me a break. i need to be me and i dont know what that is yet!
<333 *chelsey*