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Oct 20, 2003 19:49

time to update.

yeah so the wierdest fucking shit happened today. the day was cool, i'll talk about it more in a minute, but today i was on the late bus with ross, and we talked for like, 5 mins, and then we both kinda went to sleep, and then he woke me up and came and sat next to me. so we were talking for about an hour, and it was really cool to chill with him cause i never really talked to him on a conversation basis before...
so anywayz i got online, and this is what happened:

greek | boy says: sarah, it was so cool talking to you earlier...
they don't love you like i love you. says:
lol...thanx ross
greek | boy says: no seriously, i didn't know i could talk to you like that. i don't think people realise how beautiful you are both physically and mentally
they don't love you like i love you. says: wow...lol, i'm flattered. but your right, it was really nice to shill with you.
greek | boy says:
honestly, i've never seen u like that, it's crazy
greek | boy says:
ive always thought of you like a friend, just not like that
greek | boy says:
we need a hug, when we see eachother

yo, what the fuck? damn i am loving this year more and more every moment. for once i get attenion from people just cause of a slight chnage in physical appearance...and i know it's sad, but i'm glad it did change because im not shy anymore and i can actually talk to people! im friends with people i always wanted to meet and instead of always dreamin bout having someone liking me, i've had THREE. i don't want to sound braggish or conceited, but you know what? i've never had this much attention or this many friends, and i feel like maybe it's my chnace to have fun and not be some one in the background.

i got so many good things going for me, i got good grades for once, so there's no big black cloud hanging over me, i love my friends, i know that they are all there for me and i don't have to worry about whos bitching about me, cause i know no one has nothing to bitch about me with...im not so secluded to certain friends, sally is my one best friend that's here with me now, but i can feel comfortable with other people and I LOVE IT. I got a a choice of guys, and i am comfortable around guys! hell i think i have confidense!

omg im in tears...im so fucking happy. ive waited so long to be accepted, and now that i am...im never taking anything for granted again.
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