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I'M BACK RIKI:
yeah hun, I dedicate this journal to you from now on.
so on Monday it was so awsome, as soon as i got in, Ludwik came up to me and gave me a huge hug and told me that he was so happy that we were together. then, i got shy and ignored him until we got to erfurt, and then there i finally opened up and we were tottally cool with eachother....walking around erfurt late at night in this huge castle...it was so fucking romantic!
we didnt take our arms offof eachother and we kept kissing and then having nice conversations and everyone kept coming up to us and saying how fucking cute we were.
i wake up tuesday. go down to brekfast, he comes down, NODS at me, walks on, don't talk to him until lunch when we're at the concentration camp, and it's really wierd. I heard from other people that he wasn't interested in a relaitionship anymore and blah blah...so i didnt talk to him all day, or on wednesday, but on wednesday i burst out crying when we went to the pool because i was drunk with gloria and she was crying about maik and me about ludwik..then i finally talked to him on thursday night (last night) and shit.
i ripped it out of him hardcore.
while i was shouting at him he just stood there saying he was sorry and he feels so stupid. blah blah. lol i heard he went back up to his room walked in, and said to adam, maik, luis, ben and ross "guys, i just got fucking pussywhipped..."
anyway, it was a wierd atmospere between us today, so when we got off of the bus, i went up to him and just said lets forget the whole week...and he said "omg, im so glad you just said that...i feel really bad and i still really want you as a friend" so i smiled like a dumb shit and said okay. and we hugged.
yeah so the trip was cool. ill tell you more in detail when i call you on saterday or sunday? im going to go meet sally and laura now in kronberg.
oh yeah. laura got her braces off apparently.
love you girl. muah
OH YEAH! its so cool, you listen to the music i listen to now:D
i noticed you wrote about Cursive, Desparecidos, and Brand New:D I was listening to all that when you were all into grundge:D
yeah hun, I dedicate this journal to you from now on.
so on Monday it was so awsome, as soon as i got in, Ludwik came up to me and gave me a huge hug and told me that he was so happy that we were together. then, i got shy and ignored him until we got to erfurt, and then there i finally opened up and we were tottally cool with eachother....walking around erfurt late at night in this huge castle...it was so fucking romantic!
we didnt take our arms offof eachother and we kept kissing and then having nice conversations and everyone kept coming up to us and saying how fucking cute we were.
i wake up tuesday. go down to brekfast, he comes down, NODS at me, walks on, don't talk to him until lunch when we're at the concentration camp, and it's really wierd. I heard from other people that he wasn't interested in a relaitionship anymore and blah blah...so i didnt talk to him all day, or on wednesday, but on wednesday i burst out crying when we went to the pool because i was drunk with gloria and she was crying about maik and me about ludwik..then i finally talked to him on thursday night (last night) and shit.
i ripped it out of him hardcore.
while i was shouting at him he just stood there saying he was sorry and he feels so stupid. blah blah. lol i heard he went back up to his room walked in, and said to adam, maik, luis, ben and ross "guys, i just got fucking pussywhipped..."
anyway, it was a wierd atmospere between us today, so when we got off of the bus, i went up to him and just said lets forget the whole week...and he said "omg, im so glad you just said that...i feel really bad and i still really want you as a friend" so i smiled like a dumb shit and said okay. and we hugged.
yeah so the trip was cool. ill tell you more in detail when i call you on saterday or sunday? im going to go meet sally and laura now in kronberg.
oh yeah. laura got her braces off apparently.
love you girl. muah
OH YEAH! its so cool, you listen to the music i listen to now:D
i noticed you wrote about Cursive, Desparecidos, and Brand New:D I was listening to all that when you were all into grundge:D