zero.

[punkguy_76]

Everything I do is failing me.
Every time I close my eyes I see.

Every waking hour I do now pray.
Sometimes I lie awake and cry.

I used to think I was untouchable.
I used to think I was so perfect.

I want to be perfect.
I want to be important.

My life it seams has truly zero meaning.
Between you and I, the stars will fade away.

I do not know the deeper meaning.
I do not know the answers to the questions.

I know what feeling lonely is.
I know a pain that lonliness does bring.

I know a rule that I myself must follow.
I follow the leader, I follow the damned wrecked trail.

This I've learned in life, there's no true statement.
This I've learned in life, that no one's real.

No one knows themselves or their true ego.
Ego has left me here beyond this veil.

My husband here in self I do doth follow.
My wife is here inside this hollow shell.

If I could reveal her beauty to her.
Then her savior perfect I would be.

I'm not as strong as to use this knowledge.
I'm as weak as weak this shell could be.