But I must confess what's in my head.
I miss James a lot. It's really weird. And I don't think about it. It's a lot easier to just pretend that he's out somewhere hanging out with Josh, but I keep being reminded that he moved away. I want to see him again and give him a big hug and just let him know how much I love him and how great of a friend he has been to me... I've been left in this weird mood today because of everything. I don't know. I just felt like I didn't want to be around anyone for a while tonight and I think someone took it as me being upset with them. But I wasn't at all and I'm not at all. It's just me. I just wanted you to know that.