Why are all the robots so sad?

[punkguitarchick]

so pretty much.
i never update.

its a bit sad
but no one ever reads these anymore.

i realized a lot in the past year.
been through the drugs
the drinking
the sex
the love
the pain
the heartache
everything you could think of.

I fell in love with a boy.
He fell in love with me,
for a while.
Then he went back to her.
And fucked me over.
I fell out of love,
but enough love yet
to forgive him.
Things were different.
The drugs helped me to forget
Everyday seemed like a blurry memory.
The thoughts faded,
And the love returned.
But, he had fallen out.
And suggested it best
if we took some time away.
My heart was shattered.
I waited, though,
thinking words could move him.
He said it was the biggest mistake
of his life to let me go.
We took each other
back in our lives.
It didn't last long.
When St. Valentine came to call,
he took his final fall.
And found another girl
to fit his bent up puzzle piece.
I sat alone, unaware of this wrong
Until that day
that marked our beginning;
though now,
it marked something more.
Our end.

But now i met someone new
he's so sweet.
he makes me smile
and treats me better than him already
with one kiss
i felt the world fall away..
the rain drops suspended in mid air.
things were just ...
♥