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[punkgrrllover81]

yo-man today i did not go to scool because i needed 2 hang with my family lolx yeah rite i just didnt want 2 go but thts k. ( everythin is goijn k expect the fact tht some1 likes my crush (Nick) someone like..................(cant say)) yeah it kinda hurts but u no wht i dont give a min (lolx)........because nuttin evera goes rite 4 me and it would have never worked i no so because the person tht likes him now is almost his age and is pretter then me i dont care wht any1 says ( every 1 says oooooooh lily u way pretter and stuff like tht but stop liein 2 me u just hurtin me more im plannin 2 finish scool in three yrs move out and thts my life yo man i need 2 chill a bit its not tht serious but i feel like cryin but thte person tht likes him is my best friend ever i cant do tht 2 her but i no tht i get over it just like i gget over eveythin tht gets in my way because im lily and ever1 is countin on me 2 be the man about everythin . so with tht in mind i am im goin 2 not not get 2 close 2 nick and bk off before i hurt myself i mean when im 21 he be 24 but still tht doesnt matter now now does it i hate things like these u no wht ui do i close my eyes and cry and listrin 2 my punk music it rocks i dont care whtany1 says it makes me feel better all the time so 4 those haters out there get your own life and leave the ones out there tht have lives alone. My life is fine people may say lily gots no problem open your eyes no 1 understands me though but u no wht i understand tht its not so yeah. i srry if im not makin complete sence but i need 2 write down everythin it makes me feel better. i oin 2 be doin this once n a while but yeah hope u dont mind. u no i kinda got 2 go my sister is bein annoyin so those people tht are the only child be kinda happy lolx.

laterrrrrr 1 advice and so forth leave and i will reply!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(shelly)