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I wonder if I am high maintenace. I have never wanted to be one of those girls. But the older I get the more I seem to need in a partner. I guess it comes with growing up. Love because harder when you have to be a grownup, I think it because one becomes more complex as an adult, You are the child and the adult in one body, I still have days where I can't find the balence between the two.
I feel like I am one big puzzle. I want things that have no bussiness being in the same body....
I want passion and spontaneity hand in hand with support and responsiblity, I dont even know if one person can really be all that. I do need them both in my life to be happy though, I want to be pushed to be the best me I can be, At the same time I want to be push to make amazing memories. I hate that I want so much. yet you can't really ignore the wants of the heart, Maybe I was born to be on my own, Yet I am afraid of being alone,
I want to be fair... You can't want a person to be what there not,
"The road to hell is paved with good intention."