its a great day to be alive i nkow the suns still shinin when i close my eyes
well i thought it was time to give a little update again. Well its FRIDAY!!! and i have off so its a ever so joyess day :) Matthew me laura and Micheal Grahm - diggy are going camping this weekend! i cant wait to get in the woods and 4wheel and get nice and shitty drunk!!! im so excited so today im geting everything togetehr so we can head out when my sweet heart gets home. Starting Monday (V day) Matt has to work 7 days a week for 2 months b/c the damn New York Yankees have spring trainging, so my boyfreind and Dereck Jeter hang out now :0) well at work at least i love him working for the yankees :) (and i love jeters ass MMMMMMM) Oh and we already exchanged valentines gifts i got him a gift certificate for a one hour massage and the lady comes to our house to do it and he bought me my first bowl :) aww i love my baby! so anyway not much else has been going on work work and work but i absolutly love my job so thats not a problem!
So in some serious news another freind to me has past Justin, it seems to me that its been the worst past year for me with people that i love and care for passing away esp. Deana Nanna Bryce Justin Manuel and my most heart broken Anthony, its very hard for me b/c im just getting used to it now as horrid as that sounds. I do miss bryce alot and being on bad turms when she passed breaks my heart.
Ive been thinking alot on where im at in my life ill be 20 in a month and i have so much going for me right now, i have my career wich most people dont find untill there late 20s and i have the guy who i want to be with in this life forver and i have never found that before. i have great freinds an awseome family good health and money now. it seems to go to be true somtimes. i just cant wait to see where i am in 10 years if im with the same person or at Fremont Investment still. Your life changes so much when you find REAL LOVE not high school bullshit or a guy who fucks you over all the time but says he "loves you" to actually find a guy who is your BEST FREIND and love of your life is fantastic. we spend everyday together and rarely fight. your whole life just changes im always happy and i never even have another thought abuot anyone else. i wish everyone could find what i have with Matt and if you do charish it everyday b/c you never know when things will change
well im done now time to go pack up for camping :) peace yall
So in some serious news another freind to me has past Justin, it seems to me that its been the worst past year for me with people that i love and care for passing away esp. Deana Nanna Bryce Justin Manuel and my most heart broken Anthony, its very hard for me b/c im just getting used to it now as horrid as that sounds. I do miss bryce alot and being on bad turms when she passed breaks my heart.
Ive been thinking alot on where im at in my life ill be 20 in a month and i have so much going for me right now, i have my career wich most people dont find untill there late 20s and i have the guy who i want to be with in this life forver and i have never found that before. i have great freinds an awseome family good health and money now. it seems to go to be true somtimes. i just cant wait to see where i am in 10 years if im with the same person or at Fremont Investment still. Your life changes so much when you find REAL LOVE not high school bullshit or a guy who fucks you over all the time but says he "loves you" to actually find a guy who is your BEST FREIND and love of your life is fantastic. we spend everyday together and rarely fight. your whole life just changes im always happy and i never even have another thought abuot anyone else. i wish everyone could find what i have with Matt and if you do charish it everyday b/c you never know when things will change
well im done now time to go pack up for camping :) peace yall