.: tell me now, just what am I supposed to do? :.
I painted my nails pink last night for no particular reason. It's not very often that I paint my fingernails, my toenails on the other hand, those never go without polish. But back to my fingernails, they are pink, and I can't stop picking at them and picking the polish away. I've had pink fingernails before, usually when they are those fake nails, but never this eastery-baby-pink color. It's the kind of color you see tiny baby girls wrapped up in. It is also the color of the pink easter M&Ms; I should take it off.
I receive my horoscope daily because, well, I believe in that shit to an extent. Unfortunately, it completely sucked today. It wasn't like "your life will end in 4 days" or something like that, it was something cheesy about making a connection with my significant other and blah blah blah and trust me, that WON'T happen. It was then I decided to go seek another astrologer and see what they had to say about my Aquarius day and then said the exact damn thing. Screw that.
Then I did a thing on my love approach and how I am in relationships. Justin, seriously, this is so right on, hah, I think you can definitely agree on that.
There is nothing you want more than a close love relationship, but you also fear it. You probably have an active sex life but may have some discomfort acknowledging feelings of love, dependence or vulnerability.
You need to be close and you need to be free. This is a major life conflict which has always created complications for you in close personal relationships. One manifestation of this may be a tendency to pursue the unavailable or the unreliable.
However cool or cynical you may appear to be externally, you are extraordinarily sensitive and romantic. You are gentle and artistic and would rather do without a relationship than be part of one which does not measure up to your highest ideals of love.
That is so me.
You need to be close and you need to be free. This is a major life conflict which has always created complications for you in close personal relationships.
That right there describes everything about me. Everything.
Oh well, astrology is for suckers anyway, but if that's the case, I'm a damn lollipop.
Florida in less than a week. Life is good.
My working out is starting to pay off. I feel healthier and look better in my bikini. Rockin.
I need to see Miguel tonight, but I won't.
I need a hot boy to go hang out in the hot tub with me, let's make this happen people.
Subject Line Lyric: Finch
I receive my horoscope daily because, well, I believe in that shit to an extent. Unfortunately, it completely sucked today. It wasn't like "your life will end in 4 days" or something like that, it was something cheesy about making a connection with my significant other and blah blah blah and trust me, that WON'T happen. It was then I decided to go seek another astrologer and see what they had to say about my Aquarius day and then said the exact damn thing. Screw that.
Then I did a thing on my love approach and how I am in relationships. Justin, seriously, this is so right on, hah, I think you can definitely agree on that.
There is nothing you want more than a close love relationship, but you also fear it. You probably have an active sex life but may have some discomfort acknowledging feelings of love, dependence or vulnerability.
You need to be close and you need to be free. This is a major life conflict which has always created complications for you in close personal relationships. One manifestation of this may be a tendency to pursue the unavailable or the unreliable.
However cool or cynical you may appear to be externally, you are extraordinarily sensitive and romantic. You are gentle and artistic and would rather do without a relationship than be part of one which does not measure up to your highest ideals of love.
That is so me.
You need to be close and you need to be free. This is a major life conflict which has always created complications for you in close personal relationships.
That right there describes everything about me. Everything.
Oh well, astrology is for suckers anyway, but if that's the case, I'm a damn lollipop.
Florida in less than a week. Life is good.
My working out is starting to pay off. I feel healthier and look better in my bikini. Rockin.
I need to see Miguel tonight, but I won't.
I need a hot boy to go hang out in the hot tub with me, let's make this happen people.
Subject Line Lyric: Finch