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The livejournal writer's block question is "what are you afraid of?"
Usually I don't pay attention to those questions but move along and look at my friends page and sometimes write a little rant here and there...
But instead of that being a question, it seems more of a confrontation....
What am I afraid of???
Right now I feel lost, static, like I'm evaporating....
I see everybody but nobody... I am never alone but isolated....
Why haven't I begun to feel like a "grown up?"
I'm almost 23... I should be on my own, paying my own bills, doing whatever it is I'm supposed to do...
But I'm here... in oblivion... floating... in limbo... a purgatory of my own design.
Why am I not moving forward??
Usually I don't pay attention to those questions but move along and look at my friends page and sometimes write a little rant here and there...
But instead of that being a question, it seems more of a confrontation....
What am I afraid of???
Right now I feel lost, static, like I'm evaporating....
I see everybody but nobody... I am never alone but isolated....
Why haven't I begun to feel like a "grown up?"
I'm almost 23... I should be on my own, paying my own bills, doing whatever it is I'm supposed to do...
But I'm here... in oblivion... floating... in limbo... a purgatory of my own design.
Why am I not moving forward??