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I miss my dogs so damn much.
They arent my dogs anymore...
They'll never be my dogs again.
Id be heartless to ask for them back when i get my place.
especially after i asked him to take car of them for so long.
It makes me ill.
I go over there to see them..and they cant come home with me.
I walked outside to smoke a cigarette and brought the puppies out with me.
I opened matt's car door to get my cigarettes and both puppies jumped in and jumped in the back seat like they always used to.
And it made me cry a little.
And we laid on the couch and Sally flopped up ontop of me and rolled over on her back and fell asleep just like she always used to.
And I held back my tears cause people were around.
But it really hurts.
And no one has any idea..at all..how bad that tears me up.
They were my only one true happieness.
-sigh-
They arent my dogs anymore...
They'll never be my dogs again.
Id be heartless to ask for them back when i get my place.
especially after i asked him to take car of them for so long.
It makes me ill.
I go over there to see them..and they cant come home with me.
I walked outside to smoke a cigarette and brought the puppies out with me.
I opened matt's car door to get my cigarettes and both puppies jumped in and jumped in the back seat like they always used to.
And it made me cry a little.
And we laid on the couch and Sally flopped up ontop of me and rolled over on her back and fell asleep just like she always used to.
And I held back my tears cause people were around.
But it really hurts.
And no one has any idea..at all..how bad that tears me up.
They were my only one true happieness.
-sigh-