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[punkerbabe]

Um, well...I just found out that I prom, one of the guys I danced with was actually dating his date...oops! Well they're over now! And it's not my fault for once! Ok, so cruise was good! I actually got THE MOST attention! It was soooooo cool! But I just wanted to scream: yes, I am a punk, yes I am wearing chucks, yes I am wearing leggings under my skirt, yes I am wearing chucks with a skirt, yes I am A BIG FAT ATTENTION WHORE!!! NOW LEAVE BACK OFF!!! But I faked a smile, and went on my way. I found a love I won't soon forget on the last day. I found fun with people I will never see again, and I will miss playing cards with them immensely! I will definitely not miss being cat called, by 30+ something men while walking down the street. I will miss eating ferrero rocher gelato, I had the most gorgeous bella rossa gelato cone! MMMMMM Translation: Unbeleivably delectable and big ice cream cone! lolz! I got the most gorgeous ring as well! To make up for the one dad lost last year! It's beautiful, with Mexican quartz, turquoise and diamonds! And it only cost 80 dollars! We had to bargain for it though! My mom wanted a pair of shoes at the same place $37, ring: $116=NO shoes: $37, ring: $80=NO shoes + ring =$80 YES!!! So, GOODY!!! And I bought THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DRESS!!! Yes I bought and actuall dress, and I actually plan on wearing it! More than once! lolz! For now it's my graduation dress, but I don't know if I can hold out that long! I love it, and it looks so perfect on me! It's like it was made specifically for me! I love it! Ok, but enough about 'my prettiness', I heard enough of it on the boat! That's meant to be taken as annoyance, not vanity! Snorkeling was beautiful! The water was wonderful, and our guides were super helpful!!! The water tasted awful! There was no way to not get a taste of it! ICK! Meg and I got our hair done up in braids the same day! While on the cruise I got to eat escargot, actually pretty yummy! Caviar, actually pretty tasteless, brandy-ick, peach schnapps-aight, perch which is a type of fish-okay, foie gras which is duck liver-ICKY BEYOND REASON!!!! EWIE! and I think that's the extent of my eating things I've never had before, all the other stuff I'd had, it was just fancier...and usually came with an extra barely pronouncable name absolutely free! lolz! Friday when we got home, my mother wouldn't let me go see elsinore in concert, much sadness, so much I actually cried! yes I am capable of tears. But she promised the next time they were in town I could go! YES!!! So today I went around town asking if anyone could tighten my braids, nope, so I headed over to Stephen's in Charleston conveniently located right between a Chinese restaurant I need to try, and JAC's, YUM. Well Stephen's can do it! But not today due to Prom, and considering the guy I was hoping to go with might be a member of Jonas Brothers I don't really give a flying flip right now! Stephen's won't be open 'til Tues. so hopefully I'll look hot, and less nappy by the end of the week. But anyway back to elsinore yes that all was necessary cause after I went and chilled at JAC's bought the new elsinore cd, which so rawks by freaking rainbow socks! AND THEY"RE COMIN BACK IN JULY!!!!! yes yes yes!!! And Evan and his wife, Tara had their baby this morning about the time I was waking up at 10:30!!! SO COOL!!! I woke up when he popped out into the world!!! YEAH! lolz! My writing has totally been evolving (always wary of using the e word!) since we started vacation! It has changed so much! My writing always has this happy in-love, crazy, high on my beautiful life vibe for awhile, and then it goes all gothy emo depression-y sorta deal. But now it's in a transition period, I kinda like it and actually want to share it with my classmates, but seeing them Mon. will probably make me wanna go screaming and crying back to that damn boat! Cause I'll be back to feeling like the pauper, and not at all like the princess/queen I was. And I truly was Queen for a day, and it was a day I will never forget! It was un grande amore, and so nel mio cuore che non dimenticherò mai. Alss I've been learning more and more italian and spanish, and I'm gonna go back to school yippin in spanish one second and then romancing someone in italian the next! And maybe hard ballin my teachers in english! And what's all this gonna do for me when I go to LLC for sign language!? But I guess that's all for now! Any more questions about my vacay comment email call holla atcha girl at school whatever ya want! Ya'll know how to reach me!
Much Love, Much Peace, but still not enough
The Poet Who Wants You