Mar 03, 2006 14:56
What happens in indy stays in indy! lolz! K well...maybe not all of it! Like: Dick's (sporting goods!), Siemen (mattress store!), BoneDry (BBQ place I think), Bed Bath and Beyond (!!!), and the Crisis pregnancy center!!! lolz!!! WOW! Some good times...I think I'm actually going to miss all the losers I've gone to school with forever. NAH! k one last little tidbit of info about the senior trip, and it's only because it was probably the weirdest, and one of the wrost moments of my life, but it's ok, the feeling of stupidity, regret, anger, and depression is just starting! OH! But first lemme just say I'm pmsy, and everyone else in my room was too, except alice, who was actually surfing the crimson tide!
K, well we we were all hanging out at the Spaghetti Factory. It was alright. And after appetizers of ceaser salad and bread, but before dinner of spaghetti and meat sauce my "crush" comes over and sits down to talk to me! Cause we talk all the time! We are like the coolest people EVAH! And totally awesome friends, I luv him to death! But anyway...we talk and then he goes back to his table. Well, then after having to listen to "SO why aren't you two going out already?" ALL FRIGGIN DAY! I get A TON of looks like "Well...? You CAN NOT just leave it like that!" So after dinner before dessert, he come over again! This time AWKWARD and unbearably heavy silence! Well, instead of being sincere, looking him in the eye like I should have, and having the balls to say what I should have...I put on an act to hide my insecurity...yeah can ya tell this is a screw up just waiting to happen yet? Well, I just kinda look past him, not even close to where he actually was, and said "Look do you wanna go out with me or what?" Well he laughs and he tells me he likes being friends with me...k no big deal. He leaves...AND EVERY SINGLE PERSON AT MY TABLE TOTALLY MISSED THE GREATEST ACT OF MY LIFE!!! Needless to say I had a little "diva" moment...and had to go through it all again!!! Then I had to feel like I was on Oprah with Dr. Phil, and listen to critiques, and tips...um yeah...Hello? I'm not a girly girl? So yeah. But I wasn't like crushed or depressed over it or anything! I was fine! I was actually really relieved, I felt a million percent better! We laughed the whole way back to the hotel! Not just about me and my "crush"! Even though it was kinda funny! But he totally avoided me the rest of the night. So I fixed that this morning by kickin' his ass at pool! Oh yeah! Who is your QUEEN!! lolz! It was funny, and now we're back to being just best friends! And now the feelings of "OH MY GOSH I JUST GOT DUMPED" are coming on! Which is kinda funny, but I've been endulging in chocolate to keep the endorphines coming so I'll stay happy until I gain twenty pounds! lolz! But Ashley and I did manage to hatch a scheme, to try one more time! She's gonna take Jared out to a movie, for his birthday! Well she's gonna let me know when, and then I'm gonna ask my "crush". If he says yes, cool and if not, I'll still be glad to have my best friend back!
OKwellthat'sallbyeeeeeeeee
Peace, Love, and itsby bitsy teeny weeny yellow polka dot bikinis!!!!
Chelsea