Freeze-dried romance anyone?
I just wanted to scream at her "YOU RUIN EVERYTHING!" but I couldn't, of course not! How could I? The night would have ended on a better note, if I coulda just been knocked unconcious until the performance the next night. Which is happening right now. This weekend I just totally messed up 2+ potential dates...and I won't even get to see them for TWO WEEKS!!! I'm gonna go crazy! I keep setting these little goals, to keep me from going crazy during my last semester, but it's not even helping me cope! Like this weekend, is Bloomington Shopping trip, since my Single Awareness day has been canceled! I don't even want anything! And then weekend at Donny's, and then cruise, and then graduation day. Plus lots of little ones inbetween will be made. But honestly right now, everything is so screwed up! I can't act like me anymore, and it's making me crazy! It's like I'm not the center of attention anymore, and everybody else its, and I can't take it! OK I ADMIT IT! I'M AN ATTENTION WHORE!!! I WANT ATTENTION!!! And I'm not getting it from anyone! And to top it off, I have to finish this term paper, by Mon. night, and I think I'm sick from horseback riding in the snow, and I bruised my butt riding the stupid animal! AND I STILL NEED A FRIGGIN MANICURE!!! Goals are for people who don't get stressed out. Unlike me.
Peace, Love, and how could I forget those moves? They were perfect, but my screw-ups would've made you want me more, and you would've forgotten about her.
Chelsea
Peace, Love, and how could I forget those moves? They were perfect, but my screw-ups would've made you want me more, and you would've forgotten about her.
Chelsea