why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you?
its like we broke up and we werent even going out!
hes the only guy i wasnt, yet i cant have him, everyone says were made for eachoter, and up untioll now the 'were only friends' chant was acompinied by 'he/i have a girlfriend' so she lived in cork, he loved/s her, but they broke up, i didnt knwo how to feel, i mean im so upset for him, because he was planning his life around her, now she wants to cut him out of her life forever, but were still friends, but i cant just be friends with him. dinner last night was ok, i hate birthdays, there the second most depressing time of year, 2nd only to christmas. but we sat and talked for hours afterwars, hes upset, he wont show it, but i can read him. i wanted to kiss him so bad, i really did, but i knew better. we joked abtou people thinking were going out, and i think i dropped far to many hints, buts thats the thing with our realationship, if we try to make things obvious the other person becomes obvilious to it. but on the pone, he said he needed space, and it was no wonder people thoguh we were going out, i was always clinging on to him, and it annoyed him. i know it doenst seem like a big deal, but since my mother starting tell him it was inevitable that he was going to ask me out, i started to build up hopes that i didnt want crushed, and just thoes words, i need space, like shattered them to smidereenes. were still friends, but its like the walls he walked through so easly to get clost to me, have turned to steal and hes on the far side, not wanting to get back, me not really wanting him there, and the same for him, we just glewed at first, now it just feels aful, i dont knwo if i shoul tell him how i feel, i think even talking about it would ruin a friendship, and i just need part of him in my life, 1 and ahalf hours every night for the last 3 months, and its liek we have know eachothert all out lives.
that probably maade little or no sence to anyone, but it cleared my head kinda,
Do the black tears ever stop falling?
My bottom lip trembles, at even the thougt,
I blocked out sanity, for hope of love, its come and passed.
I know im wrong but i cant help believeing, hes the one.
hes the only guy i wasnt, yet i cant have him, everyone says were made for eachoter, and up untioll now the 'were only friends' chant was acompinied by 'he/i have a girlfriend' so she lived in cork, he loved/s her, but they broke up, i didnt knwo how to feel, i mean im so upset for him, because he was planning his life around her, now she wants to cut him out of her life forever, but were still friends, but i cant just be friends with him. dinner last night was ok, i hate birthdays, there the second most depressing time of year, 2nd only to christmas. but we sat and talked for hours afterwars, hes upset, he wont show it, but i can read him. i wanted to kiss him so bad, i really did, but i knew better. we joked abtou people thinking were going out, and i think i dropped far to many hints, buts thats the thing with our realationship, if we try to make things obvious the other person becomes obvilious to it. but on the pone, he said he needed space, and it was no wonder people thoguh we were going out, i was always clinging on to him, and it annoyed him. i know it doenst seem like a big deal, but since my mother starting tell him it was inevitable that he was going to ask me out, i started to build up hopes that i didnt want crushed, and just thoes words, i need space, like shattered them to smidereenes. were still friends, but its like the walls he walked through so easly to get clost to me, have turned to steal and hes on the far side, not wanting to get back, me not really wanting him there, and the same for him, we just glewed at first, now it just feels aful, i dont knwo if i shoul tell him how i feel, i think even talking about it would ruin a friendship, and i just need part of him in my life, 1 and ahalf hours every night for the last 3 months, and its liek we have know eachothert all out lives.
that probably maade little or no sence to anyone, but it cleared my head kinda,
Do the black tears ever stop falling?
My bottom lip trembles, at even the thougt,
I blocked out sanity, for hope of love, its come and passed.
I know im wrong but i cant help believeing, hes the one.