I think i need a nice strong hug...
my day... just plainly sucked from the beginning. woke up to the sound of none other than my dad pounding on my door, tellin me to get up. yea, like i wanna leave the warm comfort of my own bed. so when i finally get up i put on the new Strung Out cd that i just recently downloaded. and i absolutely love it. But then he comes in and tells me that its too loud, come on now, i have the volume at 10, i just woke up. so that put me in a bad mood. then i realize i have absolutely no jackets or sweaters or anything. 2 at school and 1 is missing that i believe is at chase's house.
Then my mom was yellin at me cuz i use too many batteries, come on now, 36 for $2.99, they can't possibly last that long. i have to change them like every 2 hours. so that didn't help. got to school freezing my white ass off. chatted with the usuals then went to first period. then found out that my computer's disc drive isn't working so i can't do my work. 1 blown period.
Second period there's a sub that yells at me cuz my headphones are showing. and decides to be a bitch about it and send me to A-10. stupid her didn't know i have a locker in H. so i ditched my stuff and went and they searched me and then sent me back where i picked up my cd player again. muahaha. stupid subs. 2nd blown period
P.E.+situps=1 sore Cory
4th period+stupid teacher=Stupid class. 3 blown periods
lunch... well it had its moments. i just love the conversations with monier. so great. but i walked around all lunch with 2 cds in my pocket to give to sarah but o w8, she's not here today. so that was annoying.
5th period. well, geometry sucks, but sucks even more when you get called stupid cuz you don't understand then get sent out of class cuz you called the teacher stupid cuz they can't help you to understand. grrrrrr-fucking-rrrrrr. luckily for me my counselor wasn't in the office at the time. psh, it should be lucky for her. 4 blown periods.
And history, well it was "passing back papers" day. and he sent me outside cuz i kept getting up to get my papers cuz no one knows who i am, so i had to go take my paper away from them. he said since i liked to walk so much i should just walk outside and he sent me outside. so i went. then Renee comes driving by and talks to me and after searching me and starin me down cuz she thought i was smokin, she drove me to A-10 to sit for the rest of the time.
Then lucky me, i get to walk home all by myself, in the cold, no jacket, and no batteries cuz they were all confiscated in the search. get to 7-11 only to realize i have no money, come home to realize that my bed has been overrun by shit that was on my floor. helloooo, it was on my floor for a reason. and that reason was so i could sleep.
No food really at home. w/e. i managed. peach calls, brings over his guitar and mini amp, and then chase came to chill. then we all kinda hung out then it started pouring. it was awesome. i ran outside and just stood there getting soaked. i fuckin loved it.
then i sat on my bench in the front under the window and just thought about things. a lot of things. in the rain it seems like all your problems, all your fears, are just washed away. i thought freely about everything and nothing and came up with many conclusions. i'm not sayin bout what, cuz well, some things just stay personal. and this is probably gonna stay in me till i die.
some things are just too good to try and make better. and there are just a few things i really really wouldn't wanna lose.
and the people i really only wanna talk to right now aren't on. just wonder-fucking-ful.
Here I am beside myself again
I’m torn apart by words that you have said
and all in all, I know we’re falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?
Then my mom was yellin at me cuz i use too many batteries, come on now, 36 for $2.99, they can't possibly last that long. i have to change them like every 2 hours. so that didn't help. got to school freezing my white ass off. chatted with the usuals then went to first period. then found out that my computer's disc drive isn't working so i can't do my work. 1 blown period.
Second period there's a sub that yells at me cuz my headphones are showing. and decides to be a bitch about it and send me to A-10. stupid her didn't know i have a locker in H. so i ditched my stuff and went and they searched me and then sent me back where i picked up my cd player again. muahaha. stupid subs. 2nd blown period
P.E.+situps=1 sore Cory
4th period+stupid teacher=Stupid class. 3 blown periods
lunch... well it had its moments. i just love the conversations with monier. so great. but i walked around all lunch with 2 cds in my pocket to give to sarah but o w8, she's not here today. so that was annoying.
5th period. well, geometry sucks, but sucks even more when you get called stupid cuz you don't understand then get sent out of class cuz you called the teacher stupid cuz they can't help you to understand. grrrrrr-fucking-rrrrrr. luckily for me my counselor wasn't in the office at the time. psh, it should be lucky for her. 4 blown periods.
And history, well it was "passing back papers" day. and he sent me outside cuz i kept getting up to get my papers cuz no one knows who i am, so i had to go take my paper away from them. he said since i liked to walk so much i should just walk outside and he sent me outside. so i went. then Renee comes driving by and talks to me and after searching me and starin me down cuz she thought i was smokin, she drove me to A-10 to sit for the rest of the time.
Then lucky me, i get to walk home all by myself, in the cold, no jacket, and no batteries cuz they were all confiscated in the search. get to 7-11 only to realize i have no money, come home to realize that my bed has been overrun by shit that was on my floor. helloooo, it was on my floor for a reason. and that reason was so i could sleep.
No food really at home. w/e. i managed. peach calls, brings over his guitar and mini amp, and then chase came to chill. then we all kinda hung out then it started pouring. it was awesome. i ran outside and just stood there getting soaked. i fuckin loved it.
then i sat on my bench in the front under the window and just thought about things. a lot of things. in the rain it seems like all your problems, all your fears, are just washed away. i thought freely about everything and nothing and came up with many conclusions. i'm not sayin bout what, cuz well, some things just stay personal. and this is probably gonna stay in me till i die.
some things are just too good to try and make better. and there are just a few things i really really wouldn't wanna lose.
and the people i really only wanna talk to right now aren't on. just wonder-fucking-ful.
Here I am beside myself again
I’m torn apart by words that you have said
and all in all, I know we’re falling apart
Where did you run to so far away?