Dec 19, 2004 21:37
WEll, i need to update, so here we go boys and girls! once upon a time.. jk
so this weekend was a little different than my norm. i suppose it wasnt too bad. saturday, i had to do chores, then i had to go to the dump, with my stepmom! but, that wasnt that bad. we had a long talk about college. so i guess its time to start plannin some stuff. after that, we got our christmas tree, finally. I dont know about anyone elses x-mas tree topper, but i must say i do believe that mine is the best. I mean, come on! who ese has a alien skull topping their x-mas tree, huh? eh? hehe. after that i went to hang out with me bestest friend. but then she had to leave so i had to go to. i didnt feel like going home so i wandered around the hood. today, i went over to my friends house again, this time with me drum set to jam with jim and victor. so i get that all set up and then jim and victor show up. so jim wants to play drums first thing. whatever, man. i dont give a shit. i brought my set over just so he could play it. thats cool though. i dont give a flying fuck anymore. i dunno if i wanna play with him anymore. maybe i do. i dunno yet. but i do have something lined up already so i might take that. this guy from a local band, none left ov3er or something like that wants to jam with me so ill probably do that thursday. and then i still got dave to jam with and hes a good guy. hehe.hes startin to think up some nice stuff.
finals comin up. damn the time is flyin. i love it, and yet i hate it. college comin up soon. shit! and im might be grounded part of next nine wieeks. fuckin shcool. see? i aint learnd nuthin.
fuck man. i am startin to get depressed again. maybe i made the wrong choices, or my heart did. but what does it matter now? it doesnt. i dont matter
So i have this plan for next year, near christmas time, of this thing i want to do. Basically its a food drive, excpet im gong to do it myself. also, i will try to raise money, collect toys, collect blankets and jackets, all for the needy. i feel that this is something that i should do to give back to the world who has put up with everything that i do. i want to do this for the good of my fellow men and women who dont have what i have. anyone who wants to help, just say so. it will start around the begininng of november. if i cna, i would like to make it city wide. thats a big task, but hopefully, it can be done.