Birthday Wishes Out the Window
So, birthday...yup,sucked
I decided I wanted to skip school because I hate how fake everyone is on your birthday.
So I woke up to a call at 6:30 from Adam wishing me happy birthday(it was sweet, one of the only good parts of my day.) I fell back asleep but for too long. I wanted to be able to get up and go for a run and make my self breakfast, and instead none of that happened, I got up showered and sat on the couch.
I went out to lunch with mom and jess which was also good, but mom was stresses so it wasnt the best.
Jess and I went to see my gram which was once again,good, cause its one of the things that I wanted to do. However by doing so I never got to go see brian or nick or those things. It was getting late and I was supposed to meet adam at my house at four, but its my gram and I was expecting adam to call so I waited.
I waited around so long that his brother call and asked if i knew where he was and of course I did not. At around 430-500 ish i got a call from adam, he had already been to my house twice but didnt think to use my house phone to call me to let me know so he went all the way back home, and then had to come all the way back to my house again.I felt like shit for that
He came over and we putted around and what not, then he text lorin and told her to call me...now I didnt necessarily want lorin to call, i wanted time with adam on my birthday. So she called back and I had no idea what he wanted to so i just handed the phone to him and he invited her over.
whatever its fine i was going to call her eventually, we had dinner and then decided we wanted to go into concord. I wanted to go swimming and go out for ice cream...do we think any of this happened? of course not. Lorin wanted to go see Dom at work and we walked around the mall for a little, then we decided that dom could come with us to ice cream so we walked around wal-mart til she got out, oh but dont worry by the time we got there and parked Lorin was like oh i have to be home we cant do it. and then she sat in the car with dom for like 20 minutes so she was late anyway, makes sense right?
All this time adam is trying to figure out whats wrong with me and I dont want to say anything cause I dont want to bring him down as well but he was getting on my nerves because he was asking what was wrong every two seconds. It wasnt just the events of the wonderful day that were bothering me it was also a wonderful thing he had said to me a few days ago while he and I were having i conversation, but I wont get into that.
So to sum it all up for those of you who just scanned this entry and skipped right to the end, my b-day sucked, i walked around Wal-Mart and got home late because of Lorin. I cried, again, and for some reason I still feel like crying...
Happy 18th Corey
I decided I wanted to skip school because I hate how fake everyone is on your birthday.
So I woke up to a call at 6:30 from Adam wishing me happy birthday(it was sweet, one of the only good parts of my day.) I fell back asleep but for too long. I wanted to be able to get up and go for a run and make my self breakfast, and instead none of that happened, I got up showered and sat on the couch.
I went out to lunch with mom and jess which was also good, but mom was stresses so it wasnt the best.
Jess and I went to see my gram which was once again,good, cause its one of the things that I wanted to do. However by doing so I never got to go see brian or nick or those things. It was getting late and I was supposed to meet adam at my house at four, but its my gram and I was expecting adam to call so I waited.
I waited around so long that his brother call and asked if i knew where he was and of course I did not. At around 430-500 ish i got a call from adam, he had already been to my house twice but didnt think to use my house phone to call me to let me know so he went all the way back home, and then had to come all the way back to my house again.I felt like shit for that
He came over and we putted around and what not, then he text lorin and told her to call me...now I didnt necessarily want lorin to call, i wanted time with adam on my birthday. So she called back and I had no idea what he wanted to so i just handed the phone to him and he invited her over.
whatever its fine i was going to call her eventually, we had dinner and then decided we wanted to go into concord. I wanted to go swimming and go out for ice cream...do we think any of this happened? of course not. Lorin wanted to go see Dom at work and we walked around the mall for a little, then we decided that dom could come with us to ice cream so we walked around wal-mart til she got out, oh but dont worry by the time we got there and parked Lorin was like oh i have to be home we cant do it. and then she sat in the car with dom for like 20 minutes so she was late anyway, makes sense right?
All this time adam is trying to figure out whats wrong with me and I dont want to say anything cause I dont want to bring him down as well but he was getting on my nerves because he was asking what was wrong every two seconds. It wasnt just the events of the wonderful day that were bothering me it was also a wonderful thing he had said to me a few days ago while he and I were having i conversation, but I wont get into that.
So to sum it all up for those of you who just scanned this entry and skipped right to the end, my b-day sucked, i walked around Wal-Mart and got home late because of Lorin. I cried, again, and for some reason I still feel like crying...
Happy 18th Corey