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just got back from the strand. i havent been to the club in a few weeks but i felt like it was a day or so. BUT i dunno what went wrong but it wasnt my night i guess.thats my first time dancin at the strand..last time we left because of lack of women. but this time there was plenty of women....and 20x plenty of guys..could not find a girl anywhere who wasnt dancing with a guy..ok so i had a few dances but nothing good. no hotties. right now im still kinda buzzed but im kool. i drove home fine. sent a few text messages out on the way home, no response cuz it was 2:30 am. i understand. right now im really tired.
i told jay tonight i want to find a girl and settle down with her. i wouldnt mind being limited to one girl right now, in fact, i really miss that feeling. knowing you always have someone there to turn to or hang out with. not that i have big problems i need to talk about right now but it would be nice. its been so long since ive had an actual gf. its not cuz i wasnt over her, i guess everyone just thinks im scum just looking for some bum. (had to make it rhyme) but thats not true, yes im a guy and im horny sometimes but...i do have a heart like everyone else.i guess girls dont see that, or maybe i dont show it. i dunno, i wish i had the perfect girl that no other girl would compare to in my eyes. i kno im asking for too much. cant a guy get some love around here? i need to go to amherst, then i wont be afraid of commitment cuz i wont be away from the one i care about.
my parents are back from maine, woohoo. in fact i think my mom just woke up and is about to yell at me. im gonna go to bed
GOODNITE
i told jay tonight i want to find a girl and settle down with her. i wouldnt mind being limited to one girl right now, in fact, i really miss that feeling. knowing you always have someone there to turn to or hang out with. not that i have big problems i need to talk about right now but it would be nice. its been so long since ive had an actual gf. its not cuz i wasnt over her, i guess everyone just thinks im scum just looking for some bum. (had to make it rhyme) but thats not true, yes im a guy and im horny sometimes but...i do have a heart like everyone else.i guess girls dont see that, or maybe i dont show it. i dunno, i wish i had the perfect girl that no other girl would compare to in my eyes. i kno im asking for too much. cant a guy get some love around here? i need to go to amherst, then i wont be afraid of commitment cuz i wont be away from the one i care about.
my parents are back from maine, woohoo. in fact i think my mom just woke up and is about to yell at me. im gonna go to bed
GOODNITE